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power and surrender http://www.one.org [IMG ] Thursday, July 03, 2008 the waiting room ♥ 2:28 PM [IMG ] The erm, postcard thingy of what i USED to wear, beneath the backdrop of my backpack. Ok, at last the official revamp is done! Happy with myself at last, been wanting to do this for ages, and at last its complete! Funfactornot, I can take three days to choose a skin, and what the heck, glad I’m over with it. Ah well what a week seriously, or more like three days of school, assignments, tests, somewhat gotten over and done with. Now its just the day to myself! (Don’t forget the jumping I did yesterday, and my estatic attitude to scream into a loudhailer at the pool area…) Oh yes, but well, argh, should not have told my senior bout my free day, bet I’m gonna be killed later for fencing, even though its Thursday…. Oh yeah, big news for me! Guess I’m gonna have to make it down to secondary school again for TWO BIG EVENTS in July, Musical (once every four years!) and my grad night, in which I have no idea what to wear, cos its supposedly to be entirely white, unless I wore my JC uni, but I didn’t go to JC so yeah, all for a scroll… opened up the mailbox and out fell this like postcard thing that I had no idea was the resemblance of my old school uni, but it works anyway… I can’t quite put a word to my sickness or something, its like okay maybe I could say I’m a clutz, and yes had to retell this story that happened to me yesterday. never never never do what I did, cos well its silly. Ignored the freaking zebra crossing, walk past the guardhouse in the dark, slammed my already sore thighs into some metal chains, ached all the way to the bus stop in the right direction. Well, now you know. Now well, my throat aches, need to replenish my mega teen vitamins, and water water water!!! Omg, I need that. Need to say this, seriously. I love poly life. I love my course. Nothing this great has ever happened since I turned 17, since entering camps and classes and meeting new people, its just been one awesome ride all the way. The one thing I miss, with all my heart, will have to be my friends back then. And yeah, if it helps to bring back those memories, check out the video I found on Geraldine’s blog! Still remaining the same old drama geek, and yes, The drama never ends!!! I need to buy more mints, need to find something to talk about for speechcom, need to say that PRAYER WORKS, need to know what is going on, need to find lunch, need to believe there is an end, need to know the lyrics of some songs I’ve forgotten, need to wait for whatever is in store, need to play tennis with my sister, need to be there for you. truth, change, direction, purpose. The waiting room … is always available. where is my soul? Monday, June 30, 2008 ribbons on my candycane ♥ 9:04 AM Music, that has been my companion during the late nights I’ve stayed up doing work, and well its just great to have something blasting through the speakers to take away the time. Stress, well trying not think of it that way, but surely, I don’t get time for myself obviously. I got so connected yesterday, must have been one of the best youths I’ve attended, even though it was on this topic of depending on the word, in which usually I’ll just look away distracted and all, but I didn’t. it spoke to me, and yeah, the worship songs were all how things were going then, it brought me tearing. I needed God all this while, despite the confusion, the stuff I retold with my friends at lunch, there was always a solution. i guess I could put so many words to describe what life is like now, but ultimately, it won’t make sense if I didn’t put God in it in the first place. Well had a change of perspective even, how he lets you collide into the people you least expect, with so much in common with you, especially at the point when I was assuming everyone could be stereotyped! Hah, guess its good to be a leftie, peranakan and Christian! Hmm, well thank god seriously. I’ve given up thinking what to say, how to react, what to do. I know its all preplanned, and just enjoying the ride until, something happens. Whatever it may be. I’ve given up, simply that. Ok, back to work, and yes ethel, I really meant those simple words I said yesterday! I’m gonna get withdrawal symptoms if I keep thinking about you! haha. where is my soul? Saturday, June 28, 2008 shadows prove the sunshine ♥ 12:13 AM 12am exactly, hoping to finish this post by 12.10am. so many things to say .. except the typical small question of answering, how school has been. Can’t be bothered seriously, with all the crazy hours I’ve spent in school, I can conclude its way more than my second home, it’s almost insane, how long I spent there either way. Remembered that day, on wed, I survived on a sandwich from 12 to 9pm, and then bought my dinner back only to find a living dead creature in it, that freaked me out and wrecked my already irregular appetite. Fantastic. Oh, nothing beats the overload of switchfoot on my com, the distraction I have from the mess I have on my desk of coloured pens and stupid notes for a subject I love totally, but just can’t seem to take in all at one time. I’m trying to get it all in, assuming that the human complexity in society, or any place in particular and stuff can actually be theoretical. Oh man, got an addiction to switchfoot’s Easier than love, and like its so apt to what I’ve been talking with my friends today. Ok, now I miss the typing of this keyboard so much!! Argh, get me back my blogging momentum. Forget the time for once in my life, the assignments, tests, everything and wish time could stand still doing this. Oh yeah, what the heck just about that, assignments, ha, practically freaked out with the what the huh?? In school during radio with the unexpected good grade which was so not what I expected, considering I still think it’s the lamest piece of I don’t know what I’ve ever written. But what the heck, it put a smile on my face. Hmm, speakers are saying conceded truths bout life, and I’m taking it all in. don’t know, not sure how. What the heck, I’m not bothered, cos no matter what, gonna live like I know why I’m leaving yes!!. Hmm, a minute to go, oh gosh, wow. Back to sitting over my tatami mat, hoping time will slow down since I’m only at chapter 2! Oh gosh, this ranting can’t end, but it has to eventually. Don’t give up on work, your aims and expectations. But I feel so much. I feel so badly, oh gosh, maybe just maybe, its all let down all over again, when I’m defenseless, dead and undeniably tired.. this could be it. Who knew. Okay, to display the crap I wrote for freewriting in writcom bout food. What the heck, running out of ideas. And its gonna be a farewell from me. Tell me there is some truth in the stuff bout food I’ve written out. Food A necessity we cannot avoid. People avoid for reasons such as weight loss, health hazards, allergies, fasting. We need it to survive, to grow. We understanding from them in the past few centuries about it, the limits we can go to eating from what we see around us, and ends up on our plate. We can have different beliefs about it over many issues, be it religious and sacred and given to the Gods. They make it inot a sacrfice for the forces unseen. Sometimes it can cause controversy, a taboo in some cultures such as the eating of insects, pets, the disgusting parts of pets or any animal in particular. People eat it not just to fill themselves, but to make it an occupation, a living job for their career. Meals are needed everyday, people can never go full, plates and dishes seem to be piled up all the time. We literally breathe the need always, and no matter where we go, its almost impossible not to find a single place without food. Now we even support this for our animals, pets, the friends we keep in our homes. We modify food that we eat for them, its not just about humans these days anymore. Some food is even more costly then we expect, depending on the way its cooked, how we find the sources, and all. Recipes are becoming more complex, we need to add different ingredients, all from different sources and roots, to create something more from that. The cycle never ends to satisfy what we need. where is my soul? Sunday, June 22, 2008 Q and A ♥ 11:35 AM 1)What are you most disappointed about? Guess it will have to be my laziness, patience, timing of everything. Oh, maybe even the fact that the other day, I took 5mins to open the car door, then another 10mins for the car boot, and maybe another 10mins to lock up the entire car. 2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? Hmm, someone did ask me this not too long ago the last time, as a totally random question. I will have to say great England, asia, like china, korea, japan, and definitely Israel. Oh germany, which is why I took german! 3)What’s your favorite thing to do? Ok, got loads of hobbies really, but I think currently, its spending time talking to my mum. What she does Is indescribable. 4)Do you think money can buy happiness? Certainly a no. sure all the materialistic wealth, but nothing comes out of it. 5)If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be? I think only God knows the answer to this question. 6)Do you believe you can survive without money? Well, in a world like this, who can? But in heaven, yes. 7)Have you ever played an instrument? Oh don’t remind me, its been three years since I touched my guitar, for the reasons I don’t like to think about. But the day will come for my comeback soon. 8)If you win $1million, what will you do? go for a world tour for a holiday, see my favourite bands perform live, get a future apartment on my own, continue my paper chase. 9)What do you think of urself? Argh, tough. ISFJ? Freaking sentimental. 10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. smart, smarter and smartest. 11)What makes you happy? Just feeling accepted for being me. 12)What type of person you hate most? The kind that goes after things just for all the wrong reasons. 13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road? Having a promising career that does not take up too much of my time, having excellent food with my family, still the best of friends with everyone and more, and definitely my bestie, still a dedicated Christian and being blessed with my other half. 14)If you have a superpower, what will it be? haha, I initially thought I had invisibility, but I was so wrong. Hmm, I think I would like to be like a copycat, like that girl from heroes! 15)What do you think is the most important thing of your life? Keeping myself sane, with my faith at hand. 16)If it's the end of world, what will it be your last wish? To tell you how I really feel. 17)If you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? When will it be? I would like to go back to before I came, 1977. Before the end. 18)Which anime character you like most? Rukia, from bleach! I want her hairstyle so bad seriously. 19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her? Hahahaha, I’m an introvert, and I did? Omg… 20)What's your favorite song, currently? If it has to be one song, just one, I’ll say Amsterdam by coldplay. Totally apt for times like these. where is my soul? Saturday, June 21, 2008 age is but a number ♥ 5:02 PM Something really random just came to me, like out of the blue. I seem to notice how walking through the cosmetic session of most department stores, is so pressurizing really. All these perfect people looking in their perfect poses with the perfect features and everything is perfect thing from their posters, and its just a subconscious thing, but well to me, it just takes a glance at any of them, and it leads to thinking way lower about oneself already. Ok, some weird, “I forgot my card, and cannot enter the house” syndrome going on, and I don’t know, I think since I started it, it spread to momsy and sis too. Like well, got back from lunch yesterday, got ranged up by daddy and then went out of the house to get that cap thing from the boot, found stuff bout the car that got me worked up and annoyed and next thing I knew, I forgot my card. Argh, so well, I was forced in a way to use the condo facilities and that was well, eye opening. Hah, where have I been this entire time seriously. Gosh, the rest on the deckchair near the pool was so worth it, I could use my mac there anytime, the perfect combo. If only they had like powerpoints around, it would be so much better. Nothing beats a better view, looking up at the building almost vertically without squinting, and just using my handphone at the same time. Oh yeah, those full length mirrors in the function room were way worth for vanity viewing! Haha, reflective surfaces, just bring out the crazy side of me, especially when it is to pass time! Then yeah, what the heck, it happened today, like rushed home from fencing and missed lunching with the peeps, just for a card some people forgot to bring and yeah, I just hope this problem ends. Why must this stuff be so advanced, why do cars needs transponders and lifts need taps on those freaking sensor and all, its like some annoying future I can’t understand. Till now, its almost an agreement. Its way better to converse in person then over a screen and a keyboard. Well, can’t say I’m not affected, but sigh, I was worried sick seriously. Like I wanted to be there for you so much, nothing that happened was what you deserved, and yeah, I guess I need to thank you yet again, for telling me, despite me being in the midst of that steamboat dinner and all. And you know, who cares bout our different ideas and all yesterday when we caught up, I’m still gonna be there for you always yeah! Thank you, just knowing that you’re safe, comforts me. So, well what do you know. I don’t feel the weight of things anymore. I’m pretty much not believing everything yet I still find it well, something I’m yet to get used to, and I guess beneath all the flattery, if there really is nothing there, I’ll walk away, no problem bout that. Someone did tell me, a natural death, was always best to end with. Two more days, and I’ll be back in poly. It was a good break, I need to admit that. Hmm, can’t wait to use my new backpack, its something I’m really looking forward to take out with me! Finally, a nice essential I can’t back down on. where is my soul? Thursday, June 19, 2008 onward progress ♥ 4:06 PM well, what a night, what can I say seriously, it was just way crazy, crazy enough to steal my sleep and make me analyse atonement on my laptop all the way through, but well I guess it was … memorable in a sense so much till like my sleep just vanished from me and now I’m still awake like anything, weird enough. Oh I got unexpected calls from Vangoh the past days, was way funny yeah! Like wow, I never expected her to be so close by my house the other day, and gave a shock while I was jaywalking yesterday!! Haha, well its good to know my bus ride to school the other, I don’t know why the seem to take longer than usual these days, was way more enjoyable just talking to her, so yeah it was great! And thanks ethel for replying! Its great to be 17 yeah! And I don’t know you guys, but I mean come on, kungfu panda! Like, ok, but I don’t know, skeptical about animated shows with too many good stars and all, but I guess if it matches up to ratatouille… I might give it a shot, I hope. Haha, well just say I’m one picky person! Oh and books seem to be topic now, what with all the titles I have and yet to finish! Well, love reading, but like gosh the time constraints these days, and I think I lost my habit of reading some time back, but I wanna catch up again real quick. Thanks for the conversation Geraldine! Glad we could talk, cos I hate typing seriously!! Alright, I guess everything must have happened for a reason, and I’m glad somehow from that mantra, it does make way more sense, but all the same, keeping everything in prayer. where is my soul? Wednesday, June 18, 2008 head underwater ♥ 2:55 PM Rain, argh and there goes my tennis training. I can’t stand it when things get interrupted like that. I can’t get some of my chores done, can’t seem to feel better now I got this weird flu coming on, and what the huh … the text just keeps staring back at me to read it… So yesterday, hmm, must have seen the whole façade crumbling before my eyes, and I can’t help but tell that sometimes, we just don’t have to know what is going on in someone else’s head, cos its just too painful, it kills, and that’s worst than my killer lifestyle all the same. Its hard I guess, to be concerned, but breathing a word about it, could just be fatal. Well, I kinda did a really thorough work out yesterday, could have nearly over done it, especially with this head of mine with so many thoughts in it. Hah, it helps during running and all, and your friends are with you, and there sky is darkening in the open field and all sorts of sports are happening round you, and well perhaps I seemed overwhelmed or something. But my right ear was pounding like anything and I thought my heart was in my brain somehow and it was just maddening, but in the end I found a solution. I just took to lying down on the blue tracks for a bit, head on the ground, before I worked my footwork, and gosh, its like it was so miraculous, just that simple action, and I think I was alright after that. Hmm, I think there’s just something really hypnotic in a sense, just doing that, but I felt way better anyway. Heading off later to a friend’s place, and yeah, well it’s the start to more busy evenings. And I wanna pass ethel her pressie soon yeah, good that she has joined the 17 bunch!! Woohoo! Just another day, 24 hours to get through, its no big. And it won’t hit so hard if I don’t let it. where is my soul? Site Girl Tag Links Credits Archives WELCOME ♥ What have i done? its too late for that. < WELCOME ♥ What have i become? truth is nothing yet. Credits ♥ Designer: ♥BONBON:D Base Codes: -ambulance Image: hearthermes Brushes: 1 2 Hosts: Blogger Photobucket edited in adobe photoshop cs3 PROFILE ♥ bold italics ALYSSA I have a heart, a girl waiting at an open door I'm chinese, let me say that again, chinese!!! Born on the 2nd of March 1991. 17, and loving it. PLMGSS class of 2007, so yeah an alumni. ELDDS, well i still feel like i never left! Currently at NgeeAnn Poly, MassComm. catzrule_91@hotmail.com Loves God, hanging out with friends, travelling and going MENTAL ! 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{will u the 1 hu always love me??? [IMG] Friday, February 1, 2008 hihi,very tired these day sia.haize,oni fri n sat can play com.nothng to do plus test leh after CNY. I HATE CA1 sia pri sch dun hav so gd.... nw ???in our class boys is not handsome lo it make me puke...make new frend n get along wif classmate.irritating boyz is so.....haven grown up as a teen.whoa lao forget 2 wear sch badge need 2 pay $5.lucky teacher ask we all giv $2.kind enough le.hmm say wad leh.n sumthing happen is.........................MY VERY BEST FREND'S X BF HAS A GF cb la change so quickly.sumday punch him until teeth po kay.feel sad for her.sobsob. Became a piggy@ 3:51:00 PM; Saturday, January 26, 2008 i love tis video very much Became a piggy@ 11:29:00 PM; 2day is quite normal day but not quite normal cuz i go comtemporary dance...as my 1st choice is guzheng,i go switch to comtem.dance is quite difficult so need to practice more.teacher quite funny n angry.later angry later shout.she is a ballet dancer???ya,she tell the senior to dance,we also need to dance.she tell senior as monkey,monkey do wad,u all monkey also do.haize.dance is quite complicated but i willing to learn haha. Became a piggy@ 1:13:00 PM; Friday, January 11, 2008 [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] 2day is my birthday!!!2day i got PE 2day n they sing happy birthday for me.hmm,i abit ps but still happy la.we play hide n seek on PE.gals catch boy,while boy hide,our motive is to catch 20 boy but failed,haize got punishment u noe,run 2 round field but gal not need run very long distance but still run on parade square.after tt,play kindergarten ball,hit each other haha fun.even fun is....we use our sch shoes throw each other haha,sock very dirty.whoa,tired but fun.den i thought tt im oni the 1 birthday leh,saw tt FAT boyboy got same birthday as me???omg.my stupid frend say me i n him marry???me is .....tell her shut up.A loudloud gal call evangelina sing birthday songs so....loud n.....clear.haha.den,afternn got netball selection.we take free shot photo wif my frend.i out man but anyway i not interested at all.stupid things is my birthday has cancel cuz of netball selection.celebrate birthday in mac Became a piggy@ 4:27:00 PM; Sunday, January 6, 2008 [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] yesterday is a Very verY tired day,amazing race? in sch run plus walk almost 7km lo.1st day camp is to do cheer.sumting like tis is ur banana nananana.dots man.den special thing is houses got name.my house names is ASPEN.hmmm other house got green,blue n red but dun noe hw 2 spell.haha noe hw to read.sch uniform in tanglin is quite 50-50.tucked out uniform n PE shirt,wear ankle sock,no logo on uniform shirt but light yellow plain,i like tt,play hp before assembly,recess n after sch.all tis can approved leh.haha.amazing race can take SBS bus???of course.go tanglin,jurong east west coast clementi woods n lastly clementi stadium to win tis places???.run there walk here.wakao tis is like training our stamina leh.me almost fainted sia.take SBS can sit relax abit but not last for long.when i no energy to run,i say tis sentence"wtf tis is siao amazing race fucker lo,damn it"before yesterday we got to cheer there n there n got acting game n got name tag.we win the acting game???ya,we do simple act n we win???cum back to sch at 12.30pm wif 0.01%energy.while we waiting other house we drink n play hp.den the teacher in charge say who the winner for overall.haize we came in 3rd sia.1st is red team.y always red team win wan harh???pri sch also red team win.got to go nw bb.up there is my free shot photo Became a piggy@ 7:49:00 PM; Monday, December 24, 2007 [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] [IMG ] tis is the teribble day i hav.yesterday,thinking tt tmr is a gd day.go out wif friend.in the end,im crying 2day.i went 2 ain house 1st.den saw xt at bus interchange.we agree 2 go jurong point so go on MRT.before going there,we go to jurong east to take neoprint.we photo our self.den we take photo together.after tt,go jurong point.we go there is for watching alvin n the chipmunks but cannot cuz xt said need to go home at4pm.the time is from 2.30pm to 4.30pm.we ask xt sister to giv xt more time but failed.den we go shopshop. den go home liao.xt n ain still not having fun enough...go clementi play playground.den i say im tired.but they dun let me go home sia.i say no again den xt go snatch my bag.den snatch left snatch right.omg,my shoe slipped out.xt go snatch my shoes n she run.i never said something but stand there n lead against the pole.ain n xt go playground wif my shoe??!!she went back to me n say something like tis''cum den i giv u shoe back.i say no.she go back.me? go home wif 1 shoe.when i was in the carpark,sum1 go throw my shoes.throw where??to the car.haize.pick up the shoe.but never wear cuz tis throwing shoes make me cry like ...go home cry more.at 1st sad but thinking cry liao haha.when ain call me i said sum not nice word cuz i hav a bad mood.den xt call me n scold me.like all is my fault.not to cry more i say all my fault la happy???haize not to worry me.i say no bff but frend they say ok lo [IMG] Became a piggy@ 3:53:00 PM; Saturday, December 22, 2007 yesterday,21/12/07.go to tanglin sec.walao oni a few clementian go tanglin leh.i met evangelina classmate again??!!yalo at least some 1 company me.alot people go kent ridge i oso dunno y. den listen to principle.not really listen la.bro say tt principle very bad omg.she call her karen oei??oi !! haha den i saw 2003 principle say gd but no more.she call ms priscilla ng...clementian got call priscilla choo haha.whoa uniform is 2 suck??!! yellow shirt n square skirt dunno leh chey ke pant noe hw to read but dunno hw to spell.eng poor liao.den buy books whoa kao.$260...2x from pri sch.i scared leh go to sch 1st day seeing alot of unknown persons.geez. Became a piggy@ 2:35:00 PM; yanmin here ! name=siaw yan min sch=clementi,tanglin class=1E3=sec1 xpress 3rd class person i hate=fong kai bin=he go block me in MSN delete me at frendster for sum reason...plus go add private profile he is f..k person i love=currently not available favourite anime=bleach,fumoffu,gundam seed loves=sleep,play dota,like to jump in the air love to say=.... normally do when cum back frm sch,bath eat,sleep wake up 8pm,do home work,watch show abt 11pm.like piggy sat=go cca,cum back bath,play com until 10pm=approximate 2pm to 11pm.watch TV until 1am sun=do HW,watch tv,play com,pack bag,sleep herLOVES} your loves and adores is=to mines herHATES} your hates is = to mines herWANTS} freedom herSHOUTS} tok wad u wan to say herGOODBYES} *ain *shema *jia ling *priscilla *roman *joanne *aina *min er *sharmine *bryle Designer: Maggie image taken from:deviantart, RimFrost image decorated: Made with adobe photoshop element by Maggie Image hosted by : photobucket codes: *`kelli .
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