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Next week, like every month, I have a Justify-Your-Stupid-Existence meeting with the "big bosses", or with the poli bueno/poli malo (nice policeman/mean policeman team) as I like to call them. Yup, I'll put on my I'm-avoiding-fuckupery-today gear again and get on a plane with my laptop and act in a way that is nothing like how I feel, which is a total failure.

Why Am I Here? For the past several weeks I’ve had a tape running through my head. I’ve been wondering what in the world I’m doing. Would I be satisfied if I were working in a fast food restaurant? Would I be satisfied if I were working as a lawyer? Would I be satisfied to be nominated as Vice President?

August 22, 2008 Admissions, BITCHING, Babbling, Family, Friends, Neuroses | Tags: antacids, being cryptic, flailing, I am clearly insane, I need to just shut the hell up, just your unfriendly neighborhood asshole here, this is why I drink, writing that could and should be better |   It appears I’m in the midst of some deep and atrociously bitchy vortex at the moment.

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